It's a Lisa Jo Baker Five Minute Friday-- write for five minutes on the word provided.
What does it mean to be a messenger? Who is a messenger? What is the message? Authors are messenger of stories. Journalists are messengers of the news. Preachers are messengers of God's Word. Messengers vary in degree of course. One of my greatest anxieties is "pulpit anxiety." I worry myself sick on Sunday mornings wondering if the message I'm about to deliver is the right one. If it's Godly enough. How the congregation will receive it. I know that not every message that is received well is the right message...sometimes it is the challenging ones that are the right ones. The ones where I receive push-back are likely the more Godly messages because they are taking people out of their comfort zones. Sometimes a messenger is sent to take people out of their comfort zones. And then the messenger becomes disliked and I don't like to be disliked and that's where the anxiety heightens. Do I tell them what they want to hear so I can be liked or do I give them the message God wants them to hear and face the possible wrath of the people? It sure isn't an easy job but it's the one I'm called to. If you pray, please pray for pastors. Our job is a lot harder than it looks. Thank you and God bless you (and your messages!)
Monday, June 9, 2014
Since I have not updated my blog in a while, I decided to do an update now that I'm almost two months into my 365 list. (found here--- http://learningtogrowdaringtolove.blogspot.com/2014/04/365-days-to-more-fulfilling-life.html ) There's still plenty of time to join in!
It has challenged me to do things I wouldn't have done and think about things I wouldn't have thought about. It's prompted me to socialize with people and give more.
As per the list, I wrote myself three letters—one to be read in 1 year, 5 years and 10. The first one made me realize how quickly a year will come, the 5-year made me think about my goals and the 10 year made me realize how quickly life is going to pass---my niece will be 22! The days that prompt me to “do a random act of kindness” keep me aware of the ways we can really help each other out. There are small things we could do everyday that can really help people.
The days that prompted me to go inward allowed me to connect with my own thoughts instead of reading everyone's on facebook. While I love keeping up with people, it's good to spend time with your own thoughts too. Other posts asked me to do fun things or socialize and I'm grateful for those-- such as “ask your friends what their favorite funny movie is and watch one” and “share your childhood memories with someone.” I watched “What About Bob?” and I spent an evening comparing childhood stories with my husband, brother, mom and niece. (My niece loved hearing our stories!) We probably would have spent the evening talking about frustrating or depressing current events, but instead we had fun reminiscing our childhoods and hearing stories we've never heard before.
One day told me to “write someone a letter.” I chose someone who was not on facebook and who I have not seen in a number of years. She was so surprised I wrote her and I ended up bumping into her a few days later. I think it re-opened a connection. What a great prompt.
I have learned things I wouldn't have because of this challenge-- I learned about Passover, May Day and Uzbekistan....I learned how I can be greener, how to properly use a comma, how to say a few words in French. I also discovered an awesome library nearby.
I've missed a few days for one reason or another, such as “Host a Pot Luck” because I was invited to a party that day. When I miss days I try to make them up. I look forward to continuing this list and invite you all to join me!
I printed the list out and keep it on my bedside table along with a journal to record a few sentences about how I completed that day's prompt. It helps to think it over and it'll be fun to go back and read it over later.
Here's the link to the list: